Today 9 years ago Ben, my partner, ended his life. 9 years seems a long time ago, but sometimes scenes from the past come back to us as if they’ve just occurred. The human mind and memory is a strange thing. This scene was introduced by a song I kept hearing in my head...

Last week I felt I was about to collapse. Tired, overworked, no idea. I felt like s… to be honest for a few weeks. I left my work in a dazed state, nauseous, but somehow managed to walk to the tram to go home, meanwhile thinking – praying actually!-: please, please, pl...

Wherever I am, there’s always something that catches my eye at the right time and the right place. This time a truck with the slogan “confident towards the future”.
In the taxi on my way to the airport I was thinking about 2015, a year in which I met so many people, ha...

Off to Lisbon, one of my favorite places in the world, and looking forward to surf the waves of spirit with old and new friends!

On my way to the airport I noticed the new campaign of Nike: be a force of nature. Now, all these big brands urge you to „just do it”, „go fo...

After a week with spirit there’s no better place to wind down than Angel’s at the beach. The ocean will always be my potion and after having some moments of contemplation I realised that one day I’ll end up in Portugal. Don’t know where and when exactly, but it’s bound...

Christmas for most of us is a time to reflect. To look back on another year gone by and wondering what’s ahead of us. Fortunately we don’t know, although there are a lot of people out there who would like to know (some of them willing to pay an awful amount of money fo...

I've been watching Big Questions’ „Is there life after death?”

Quite a number of people with various backgrounds and beliefs were invited to give their view on this – for some of us – rather big question, which raised of course the other key questions: do we have a soul...

I feel I need to share the experience I had a few days ago, because I believe it’s truly amazing.

Yesterday, for the first time in a couple of months, I felt compelled to start sit for spirit again, like I used to do before every Sunday evening (thank you Andrew Manship...